Wow, it's been a year!

So it's been a year exactly since I posted on here. Cody and I are no longer together, we remain friends and close for the kids. A lot has happened since last year, my baby boy turned one in February and my baby girl turns four in July. Other things transpired also, but its honestly not my place to talk about them here.
I'm permanently moved back in with my parents, they travel back and forth from Abu Dhabi for my dads job so I keep things going here. I watch my nieces and nephew in addition to my own two while my mom is overseas, it's stressful and I honestly don't know how I haven't lost my mind, but it allows me to be with my kids and be at home. At some point next year I'll be on the job search again.
Currently, I'm in school studying Medical Transcription. It's challenging at times to balance my kids, my responsibilities and school work, but I am handling it pretty well. I have a 94 average in my classes, so I hope I can keep it up.
As for me personally, I have lost approximately 34 lbs. I can't say it's been all healthy, a bit of stress mixed in there, but I did change my eating habits and do a few exercises at night before bed. I'm hoping to get my midsection in shape so I can sport my bikini this summer, yay!
Thanks for reading and I'll try and post more. Have a good night :-)

My happiness is almost gone...

I use to think I'd spend my life alone and have no children and one day by chance I met Cody. He started working at the restaurant where I worked. He is 8 years younger than me, but it didn't matter because as they say "Age is just a number, you're as young as you feel." We have been together going on five years now and I love him and our kids more than anything. But he's slipping away from me and I don't understand why. Maybe I'm naive and missed something I should have seen. I just don't know.
As it stands now he wants to live separately and figure things out and I feel I'm putting the nail in my coffin if I go and live with my mom and dad again. I probably should have never moved out in the first place. I'm just at a loss.
I guess why I decided to write is because I have this all built up inside and I can't express emotions around Gwyn because she'll get upset. I still love him and probably always will. We're still together :-) I'm hoping this is all temporary and we pick up in our lives where we left off.

Summer Time!

Well here we are again in my least favorite time of year... Don't get me wrong I enjoy warmer weather, but not hot, humid weather. I have a heart condition that makes summer hard for me, with the heat and all. so yeah...
What's up with me? Not much at all... Spending a lot of time with my Mom and her new Puppy (Jersey). Trying to get some sewing projects accomplished, but it's tough with a little one who is into everything and can change moods at the drop of a hat.
Alright well I am totally out of things to write, so I'm going to sign off and update my other blog, Linky Lou Designs.
Take Care all!

Writing

I've always enjoyed writing, so much in fact that I am now writing for an online publication. As soon as my first article has been reviewed and published, I'll post a link for everyone to check out. Not much else going on in my crazy world, working on sewing projects and altering and sewing a summer dress for my sister. My life is so unexciting right now, lol. Hope everyone has a good weekend and take care!

Happy Easter!

Well today was a busy, semi-productive day. Gwyn got a Turtle Sandbox from her Nana and Poppy, Clothes and a Ladybug bag from Mema and Opa in a Tinker Bell bucket, and from Mommy and Daddy, Peeps, Spongebob egg and some toys. She had a blast outside, but got overly exhausted and didn't nap, so she went to bed early (cranky as he'll), lol. Well I'm off to bed, have a good night all!!

New Week Beginning :-)

Sunday is probably my least favorite day of the week... It's the end of the weekend and the beginning of a long week. I don't work currently, so I'm not complaining I have to go to work. Although sometimes I wish I had a way to go somewhere a few hours alone. My daughter is so active it's hard sometimes to think or breath for that matter. I'm sitting here in bed listening to Cody play Call of Duty, getting ready to go to bed because it bores me so. I didnt have much to write about this time, but I thought I'd do an update anyway. Night all, have a good week!!

Wow its almost April!

I cannot say sorry enough for not keeping up on this blog... I'm scatter brained sometimes and also raising a rather rambunctious one and a half year old. Gwyn is growing and learning so much these days. She sings her ABC's, counts to 10, speaks short sentences... Where did my baby go??? :-( I'm glad shes learning and developing, but I miss her being a baby. Cody and I recently lost a pregnancy... I'm taking it day by day. I was 15 weeks when it happened, details surrounding the loss is private and I don't care to discuss it. I'm healing emotionally and mentally and that's all that matters to me. I miss being pregnant because my baby sister is expecting too and we kinda like to do things together...lol. Well that's all for now, I'll write soon.